"Is this real? Or has this been happening inside my head?"Of course it is happening inside your head,
but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
"I’m not afraid of weird things or “wrong” people, of thinking out of the box and breaking the rules. We’re only here briefly and while I’m here I wan’t to enjoy things that are beautiful for me. I don’t care if it’s for me only and other people find it disgusting, i just follow my heart and living my own life."